Audrey Is A Stone Cold Fox.

I've been lying in bed looking at/trying to orgainze all the photos I've got on my puter. It's always a funny feeling you get from old photo albums, well lots of different feelings anyway. I've laughed, I've cried, it's like a fantastic movie that somehow tires you out by the end. So I wont be doing that again for awhile.

Master Of My Domain

Not sure what relevance my title will have to the post but meh. Just waiting for one of the hosts to be fixed so I can work again...

Mr Anonymous is rather opinionated isn't he? Wants to know if I'm 'over' a certain someone. Answer being... uh kindof. I don't 'get over' people very easily, I need some sortof adhesive remover which tends to come in the form of many many months of cold-hearted rejection. Unfortunately, the guys I do seem to fall over tend to be quite nice and therefore they're not very good at cruelty, they prefer to be 'nice guys' who basically end up doing the exact same things as 'nasty guys' but they take longer to do it and the whole process ends with you not being able to be angry at them because they've somehow managed to hurt you in an extreme sport round-about way. Nice guys = highly overrated.

Soooo no I wont be throwing myself at a certain someone ever again but I'm still at the stupid stage that if he turned around and professed his undying love for me with a moderately sized string accompaniment, I wouldn't exactly walk away with my dignity. In fact, I've now come to the conclusion that with most boys, all of my dignity seems to slunk away in fear. Hence the well meaning 'Manbargo' is back in full force. I've already had to use it! Last night in fact when I was messaged by the other other Sam who propositioned me. As highly sexed as I may be though, I decided against the third Sam. That name seems to bring me and my aforementioned dignity, nothin but troubles. And I'm tryin to get rid of my troubles, again at a moderate pace.

Back is healing pretty well, still sore as I sit here but I'm happy with throbbing pain as opposed to the past 'unable-to-sit-down-pain'. Nina went home, left me feeling family charged but a wee bit sad as well. It's hard having one of your best friends so far away. In fact... most of my closest friends are far away now. Sam and Ange in Chch, Soph in Holland, Nina in Melbourne... I've got some pretty above-average friends here too though so I shouldn't complain. :)

Decided I'm going to stop thinking about and actually take some photos. I miss doing creative stuff for myself. The lazy in me is such a strong force.

Also going to try and get back the 'Skinny Girl' hiding somewhere inside of me. Nina and I came up with the theory that 'Fat Girl' ate her and I'm going to try and get her to emerge from the depths of 'Fat Girl's' tummy.

Long post, hope all will be forgiven.

Robots In Disguise.

My present from Murray:

I want Jet planes.

Yum. How good would it be to have an entire bag of Jet planes in front of me right now? Pretty good really.

I couldn't go to work today because I am unable to sit down yet, so I'm stuck at home reading HP and feeling sorry for myself. Nina has gone out to splore some more and I'm thinking about meetin her but I'll feel bad because I'm not at work cause I'm sick..but I'm not really sick, I just can't sit down. Hmmm..

I can't really afford to take more time off work..

Those Jet planes would be rather fabulous right about now.

Ouch.

Congrats, you are no longer at the wrong page if you're reading this cause I decided to come back and revive this blog. The other one at my site will be closed soonish as I don't think it's a particularly fantastic idea to write all my crazy right next to my portfolio that I link prospective clients to. Funny that. Also thinking about stopping the whole vlog thing too..not sure yet.

Anyways, I'm currently lying sideways on the couch, trying not to lean on my stupid back. My stupid back was growing gross things inside it just for the hell of it, and today I fought back with a creepy surgeon and his scary knives and chimney cleaners.. It hurts. Didn't hurt before because he stuck some lovely needles into it..but now that I've woken up from a lovely nap I'm all ouchies and it blows.

Nina and Mum have been here with me, I think mainly because they thought I might top myself earlier this week. I didn't though.

Whoa.

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Churs.