I Refused Cake Today.

I refused cake today.

I refused lollies today.

I didn't add sugar to my coffee today.

I ate breakfast today.

I ate an apple when I was still hungry after lunch today.

I am 102.8 kilos (226.635 pounds) - kilos make me sound thinner - today.

I will probably be the same weight tomorrow, is what I'm thinking today.

I don't want this blog to become a weight-loss journey but I did want to write about this because it forces me to make it something concrete, today.

I will be posting my weight every so often, like today.

I don't think I have the guts (ha!) to post a photo yet today.

I may do that if I think it might help me or other people like me, another day other than today.

I'm done for today.

My beat is incorrect.

I'm bed ridden and pissy. My piece of arse back has crapped out on me again and I have no pain-killers to dull everything. I thought about taking my anti-d's in double dossage and just seein what would happen, but thought better of playin round with my mental health as well. Bah. Sensible people don't get laid.

Am well into my manbargo, no more casual foolin round or dates with guys I keep comparing to my ex, and great friends who I've known for years and have suddenly decided to have a major jones for. A sailors life for me. Although, apparently that doesn't stop me from getting unwanted advances from lady friends.. I want a t-shirt: If I wanted you I would've jumped you already so leave me alone.

I've missed writing on here. I guess I stopped because I wanted change, but I've gotten that and I think it's possible to be a geeky blogger AND live a new improved life. I'm probably wrong.