Will do, not try to do.

My Ruby was a force to be reckoned with today. I think everyone should have someone to talk to who makes them feel this empowered once a week. Fate becomes the consequence of your own choices and excuses/other bullshit is banned from the room. I don't always feel great after talking to her, there have been numerous occasions where I end up feeling like my energy has been sucked from my body via cognitive therapy. The idea being that your emotions are a direct result of your thought process', which in turn means that you theoretically should be able to control your own general happiness by thinking in the right ways. I agree to an extent but then again, the condition I have makes it somewhat impossible to control my thought process' at times, but the better I get at training myself a certain way, the more likely it is that one day I'll be a functioning, stable person without all the drugs.

Yuss!