Before I start ranting on about my problems, I just wanted to note that I've been pretty happy the last few days and am feeling like I'm moving forwards again. I know most of my posts turn out to have quite a low tone to them but I guess tis the nature of the beast (the best being me).
It's always easier to write about the negative stuff (because I want to sort it out and hopefully one day get through the large list of unhappies in my life), it's far more difficult to write about the good stuff going on. I spend most of my days talking to people who ask how I am, and to most of them (because that's all they're really wanting to hear) I come across as being rather optimistic about it all. So for me, my Blog is here to let me vent the other stuff, the silly reasons why I don't sleep at night because I can't stop thinking about how I have more paperwork to send to IRD and the numerous troublesome Sams in my life which I obsess over. I think I've said it somewhere in a previous post but basically, if you're reading this then don't assume this is it, this is me, take it with a grain of salt because it's merely a moment I've trapped here on the Intranet, cropped and just as possibly distorted as a digital photo.
And now that I've typed all that, I can't be bothered typing anymore of what I was going to talk about. My concentration level has gone to shit today from having gotten home this morning at 6:30am. :S
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