Ignorance = Danger

Do you ever feel that things are going well that you're just positive something big is about to gatecrash? That's how I feel right now, a bit fragile. 


In saying that, it's just my way of attempting to cope with the roller-coaster. I like to feel prepared for the worst, not get too wrapped up in that safe, cozy feeling because I know it doesn't last. I'm sure that sounds pretty negative and it probably is but my particular version of life hasn't been exactly smooth. 


This doesn't mean I'm unhappy, I am happy. I'm just not about to close my eyes anytime soon and let things go to shit if I can help it. 


When I google-image search these words: Ignorance, safety, roller-coaster, fragile, happiness, realism, I get this... Lol.

Tweet, tweet.

People who 'tweet' constantly seem a bit sad to me. I understand why celebrities do it (even then though I feel like they've gotten way too wrapped into their celebrity to be interesting) but the average Joe/Josephine living their lives compulsively 'tweeting' every coffee, every wait for the bus, every thought that goes through their heads? I'm not sure why that's supposed to be so fascinating.

In saying all of this, I'm currently writing a blog to no one because no one but my Mum (and some trollers) reads this. So whom is the more pathetic? I spose that I write this to no one and have for many years because it's an outlet and I've always been a bit of an exhibitionist at heart. I like to write/type and having this small space on the web just for me and whatever I want to say is comforting. 

I'm not sure what would happen if someone began to 'tweet' back to me (other than the work related ones). Maybe my whole world would implode and I'd turn into one of those sad people I like to pity on my high horse/unicorn hybrid? 

I think my boyfriend would leave me.